SOS

That's an acronym for Sense Of Security, or how I would like to think. I often tell my girlfriends that it is something that you give to yourself and should not wait for your boyfriend to make you feel secure. That's easier said than done, isn't it?

I've been having the same dream for 3 nights now .. I begin to wonder whether it's a sign. I begin to wonder there's something I should know.

I couldn't help it and so I did it this morning. I didn't see what I expected .. because there was nothing there. This is soo usual .. soo common .. soo guy-thing. There's only one philosophy that I can think of to match this: What you do not know doesn't hurt you.

How true? I really do not know

Why is it so difficult to trust? What is it that's missing?