A new journey starts tomorrow

Today will be the last day of my 'singlehood' from employment .. yes I'm going to be attached again .. work-wise. I am a bit excited about this new job. It's something that I have zero experience in .. something that I am looking forward too and at the same time .. nervous about my performance. Pay is of course much much lesser than what I used to get but .. since I've chosen this path, this is something within my expectation already. All I want now is to do well in my job and really love what I do.

Half is better than none

It's been more than a month since I left my job. Here I am sitting at home in my kampung, blogging away on a Thursday afternoon .. Ahhhh .. life! I know that this can't go on any longer .. firstly cash is running out (I thought I could survive 2 more months *sigh*) secondly it's really really i mean REALLY waste of time .. So the next time if I ever do this again .. 3 weeks is enough.. I should have been moving on after that ..

But then again.. several things came up altogether in my life so I was dealing with them one by one .. I used to think that everything happened at the wrong timing because I had so much to handle. Now I know its the perfect time, I wouldn't imagine running about moving homes and travelling back here while I was employed ..

Now that I am sort of half-employed although very poor discipline habits already .. Life isn't too bad :) I'm still loving it!

Never want it to be true

Baby and I were sitting on his bed and he took out his phone to snap a picture of us.
"This might be the last one here" He said as he was clicking away on his mobile
I felt my back turned cold and I stupidly asked why..
"I think she is still more suitable for me.." My baby replied without looking up ..

I didn't cry but I just looked at him .. as if I was expecting it


Bad dream!! Huh.. huh... huh....