Merry Christmas ..

Merry Christmas to all and to me .. Even though i dun celebrate, Christmas always reminded me of love and warmth!

those christmas songs just brings smiles and thoughts of my family and friends ..

and this christmas is going to be different for me .. i know i'll definitely be enjoying each moment of it! Yeah .. !

my best friend's wedding

and i missed it! i'm sorry Janz .. i was half dead .. really bad flu and high fever .. i promise i'll make it up k k k k?

i'm not a big fan of wedding dinners .. not because i don't believe in marriage (no Janz, not talking abt you .. i know you'll live happily ever after) .. anyway .. i just hate to be sitted there for few hours and not knowing why wedding is being taken place?

so why would u be getting married?
becos mommy says
you are old enough
you've been together long enough
mommy's getting old
daddy's getting old
everyone else has grandkids (now that is in the wedding package too, you know)
u need someone to take care of you
and the list goes on ..

why dun i wanna get married?
bcos i believe in true love and trust ..
and if 2 people really want to spend the rest of their lives together .. they just do!
why do we need to document this promise when it really concerns only both of us ..

unless u are dying for kids.. then it's a different story ..

too much partying?

am i getting old? is age catching up? is my eye sight getting from bad to worse? am i running out of breathe? .. why dun i feel like going out anymore?!?! .. sh*t .. this is bad .. what will i be doing during my weekends .. let's see

Friday night
1) watch pirated DVD at home - 1hr 30mins
2) bitch on the phone with girlfriends - 3hrs
3) sleep - 15hrs

Saturday
1) sweep and vacuum the apartment - 1hr
2) mop the apartment - 30mins
3) clean the all windows - 45mins
4) wash the toilets - 1hr
5) take a long shower - 2 hrs
6) lunch - 3hrs
7) boring bollywood movies on tv - 3hrs
8) sleep - 3 hrs

.... and i should be bore to death by then ... ok ... they were right ... hennesy's my best friend

Friday night
1) Party and drink - 4hrs
2) Sleep - 10hrs

Saturday
1) Brunch - 4hrs
2) Sleep - 2hrs
3) Party and drink - 4 hrs

... there you go ... isn't life much simpler this way?

i failed and i'm back!

there u go .. so much for the thinking .. i'm back to where i started ..
i was SO prepared for the change .. new boss, new colleagues, new position, new challenge .. even new mug, new stationaries, new chair cushion ... *sigh*

feel kinda bad that i've decided to make a u-turn .. but he said he would do it if he were me!!

Dilemma

not that song .. wished it had been that simple ..
so do i or do i not? can't guarantee that it will work .. but if i dun try then i'll never know ..

hmmm .. am i just too comfortable being comfortable?
will i be able to take up the challenge .. ?
god .. i hate to be so indecisive!!

Things that have been granted

what are things that have been granted to you?
your life, your organs, your health, your family..

love? care? attention? understanding?
these are not automatically granted and every single ounce of it should be earned ..
never ever think that ur girlfriend is supposed to stay home to wait on you .. cos i never will!
you better earn that if u think u deserve it